Friday, May 19, 2006
in paris and rome
but i wanna go home
maybe surrounded by a million people
i feel i still feel all alone
just wanna go home
i miss you, you know
i've been keeping all the letters that i wrote to you
each one a line or two
"im fine baby, how are you?"
and i would send them but i know thats its just not enough
my words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that
another aeroplane, another sunny place
im lucky i know but i wanna go home
i got to go home
let me go home
im just too far from where you are
i wanna come home
and i feel just like im living someone else's life
its like i just stepped outside when everything was going right
and i know just why you could not come along with me
that this was not your dream but you always believed in me
i heard this song today when i was on my lunch break and then i heard it again on the radio when i got back from work, and im sitting in my room, took a photo of my view so you guys could see:) and missing you all like crazy.
while im not in paris or rome, and it hasnt even been a sunny day, most of it applies. i have been thinking a lot this week and was thinking how no one ever says how hard this place can be, they always so what a riot it is. and it is fun, but i have decided that im gonna be totally honest so people dont think that its always all grand and peachy. its like those christmas letters that people send out, they always say how everything in their lives is so fabulous and how clever and beautiful their kids are, they never talk about all the shit that has gone on in between. so im gonna to exactly that, talk about the shit as well as the good times.
i really miss you guys, every single person that i have in South Africa is priceless and you give me things that no one in the world could match.
Friday, May 19, 2006
Ive got another line from a song to quote you miss wynnifer: Parting is such sweet sorrow but im still looking for the sweet.
There are many sweet times ahead for you and they will show themselves in due time. Follow your heart and listen to your soul, it knows what you really want.
Nic